Last year i had a crush on this kid, i literally spent months like fiending over him but yet i never told him how i felt. I wanted to, but then i didnt. Now that i think about the time i wasted thinking about him and talking to him i laugh. I honestly don’t think i liked him, i think i liked the idea of being with him. He was cute, yeah… but he was so boring to talk to. I literally thought i would die of boredom whenever i talked to him, but i didnt want to end the convo because i thought maybe he would actually be more interesting. Boy was i soo wrong. He just wasn’t the one and it took me a whole day of thinking to figure that out. I want to actually like someone because they truly make me happy, not because i think they can or think we would look cute. Looks can be deceiving and i was definitely deceived. If i can meet someone who makes me happy, accepts me flaws and all, and can make me laugh even when i feel like crying, i promise to truly care for that person and leave room for them in my heart.


